In To Deep

In To Deep

I threw out the rope for you to grasp

you just slapped me across the face

spat upon everything we had

and then threw away your dreams and happiness

You can't blame anyone but yourself

I say this as a mate speaking truth...

and you know it as well

I've been the violence you're buying

to 'protect' the image of what you think is being a man

but your anger at simple words spoken by a substance

is your only justification

What are you trying to prove?

What are you running from?

Do you even know what you're wanting these days?

Is the thirst and crave really stronger than the treasures you've carved in this life for yourself,

that you'd give it all away

as if love and security,

happiness and serenity,

sanity and calm

meant nothing to you now?

I'm a friend and I promised to never turn my back

on you

but no one can talk sense with you

when you're not you anymore,

when you give your soul to poisonous substances

to hide falsely behind...

false pride,

false self righteousness,

false self confidence

and only misery, repeating day in day out

Is this really what YOU want to CHOOSE?