Prayers N Self Doubt

Dear Lord (as I understand you)
I'm sorry again
know you never meant me to feel so much doubt
but these eyes have seen so much
this heart has felt so much
and my head dreams so big
I'm doubting myself once again,
wondering if I'm pushing myself just that little bit too hard
I'm tearing myself up inside
trying to weigh up
the pros and cons
verses the head and the heart
Is it right just cause my will wants it?
(wants it so bad)
Please grant me everything the Serenity prayer asks
please Lord break through my stubborn pride
I don't know if it's wrong or right
and I'm scared of taking the wrong path again

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