Inner Rage

I wanna scream out

lash out and destroy something,

hell anything 

My innards feel like I have the Hulk stirring,

within Bruce Banner, just before the change...

I'm frustrated,

sometimes self loathing,

disappointed in myself,

annoyed, annoyed at being powerless (so human)...

restricted 

Yet I don't act out

or harm myself

(I hurt enough already most days, physically)

and yet I know I'm not walking through this

alone

I know God

hears my conversations and tears,

provides what I need

to be alright, even comforted...

when I don't fight what is

(it just is)

Breathe in,

Breathe out,

Breathe in,

now breathe out

It'll be alright 

(Alright)

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