My mind is a machine gun
thoughts, feelings, memories
become the bullets that rip my soul
from peaceful sleep
Here lies in front of my own face
fears I have faced time and time again
I feel alone, despite being told I'm not
what this feels like, looks like, tastes like
is me being abandoned again
another slap of reality when it's not real
I know the reasons
but it still fucken hurts
I'm scared of the unknown
yet I know inside that we will be alright
cause you are all still in my life
I see more than just my needs now
and yeah I can be self centered and like "this is all about me"
but relationships don't work like that
and I know from experience
we never abandon each other
NEVER
freeflowpoet
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